“I didn’t know I was going insane…I had suicidal thoughts before, but this was the real deal. ” One evening, as Andrew Klavan was sitting down to rewrite his failed novel, he decided right there to end his life as his wife and baby daughter slept in the next room. “If I just walk off the roof, they would be better off, “thought Andrew. While Andrew considered this, the Mets game was playing in the background. They won that night, and in a post-game interview, Mets’ catcher Gary Carter said something that saved Andrew’s life.